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A fan narration of Augustus Waters’s letter to Peter Van Houten.


I tried hard not to reblog this, when it first started I was not at all taken with it. But the longer you listen, the more softened his voice becomes, the more real it feels. By the time he is talking about holding her hand I was in tears. It was Gus, it was him speaking and it just hurt so bad that now I am sitting here in tears wondering what notes he had written for Hazel’s eulogy.

This is why I love fanart so much, in all its varying forms. Seeing people understand and portray the characters so brilliantly takes my breath away. This is wonderful- guaranteed to make you cry if you loved Augustus like I did. A lovely performance. 




If you’re struggling, you deserve to make self-care a priority. Whether that means lying in bed all day, eating comfort food, putting off homework, crying, sleeping, rescheduling plans, finding an escape through a good book, watching your favorite tv show, or doing nothing at all — give yourself permission to put your healing first. Quiet the voice telling you to do more and be more, and today, whatever you do, let it be enough. Feel your feelings, breathe, and be gentle with yourself. Acknowledge that you’re doing the best you can to cope and survive. And trust that during this time of struggle, it’s enough.
-- Daniell Koepke
(via abcplants)

(Source: internal-acceptance-movement)

Day 1: Weird Things You Do When Alone

Well, it’s day one of my blogging adventures.
Seems a little weird. Hahaha
Weird things I do when I’m alone,

1. I sing, a lot, and very loudly
2. I will admire myself in the mirror and pull faces, to myself
3. Dance, I can’t even dance
4. I eat my food in weird ways. Because people aren’t around to watch. Like breaking apart a biscuit into bite size pieces, biting the top part off chocolate so I can live out the filling. Hahahaha.

And that’s all I can think of, back tomorrow for round 2!

30 day challenge.

Thought I’d try something different for once.

Day 1: Weird Things You Do When Alone
Day 2: How Have You Changed Over the Past 2 Years?
Day 3: What Attracts You to Someone?
Day 4: What Do You Wear to Bed?
Day 5: Name 5 Irritating Things About Boys and Girls
Day 6: Describe the Person You Like
Day 7: Your Opinion on Cheating
Day 8: Something You Are Currently Worrying About
Day 9: Your Last Kiss
Day 10: Your Views on Drugs and Alcohol
Day 11: Single Life vs Relationship Life
Day 12: What Would You Say to an Ex?
Day 13: Your Dream Date
Day 14: Something Disgusting You Do
Day 15: The Best Things to Happen This Week
Day 16: 3 Things You Like About Your Personality
Day 17: Things That Make You Scared
Day 18: Disrespecting Parents
Day 19: Something That Always Makes You Feel Better
Day 20: Your Last Argument
Day 21: Something You Can’t Get Over
Day 22: 10 Unexpected Things
Day 23: What If…
Day 24: Things You Would Say to 5 People
Day 25: 10 Ways to Win Your Heart
Day 26: Your Religious Beliefs
Day 27: Your Siblings
Day 28: Your Happiest Month
Day 29: Your Face
Day 30: This Month and the Next: Waddup?

i hate everyone.

why is everyone so annoying?